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| Hey guys, its been a while since I've written anything, but there's not much to say. I got my new car which is exciting and got rid of my old one, my cousins got it now, but they're fixing it up. I went to my best friends daughters birthday party sunday, she's one, which was exciting cause I haven't seen my friend in a while(i missed her)I also hadn't seen Ashley in a while til last saturday and we had fun hanging out(i missed her 2). Yesterday I fell asleep about 5:15 and didn't get up til 6:15 this morning, that's 13 hours of sleep. I felt like crap when I got up though and I didn't get my homework done. I also realized today that one of my friends apparently doesn't talk to me anymore. I saw them in the hall, which is the only place I see them, and was gonna say hi, but they ignored me. They saw me and looked away, oh well that's their problem I didn't do anything to them. Also since I was sleeping yesterday I missed accountability, when I woke up this morning I thought i'd have missed calls wondering why I didn't go to accountability, but no I didn't so apparently they don't care I wasn't there. It makes sense though cuz when I am there they don't really talk to me and they have their own conversations while I'm talking which is really rude I mean I listen when they talk, but they don't listen to me. I don't know why, but they don't. It really hurts, they act like they don't care about me even though they say they love me, but maybe it's me, maybe it's my fault somehow. Anyways I guess I'm gonna go now.............whatever | | |
| So someone needs to teach me how to change my background cause I don't know how and I'm getting really tired of mine. Anyways D-Now is coming up and I'm pretty excited about it. It will be my second one, but this time I know people. I got my new car last thursday, but it has a gas leak in the engine so I can't drive it. I have to wait for my dad to get it fixed and when he does everyone will know. I'm so glad I'm not gonna stick out when I'm driving anymore I'll actually blend in with the other cars. Hopefully my dad will get my car fixed saturday,but I don't know. Anyways ummm I don't know what to talk about oh I've already told some people and it doesn't really matter anymore ,but I went out on a date with this guy actually 2 dates, but I realized it wasn't gonna work out so that's why it doesn't matter. I babysat Amanda's nephews Caleb and Jimmy last weekend, they're are so cute, I hope I get to watch them again. The Way is pretty exciting I really hope it reaches a lot of people and a lot of people are affected by it. I hope you're excited too. Well i got to go I'll talk to ya'll later.
P.S. Nina has a baby if ya'll didn't know, it's asian. I love Nina | | |
| I had a really good day today. I hung out with my friends, saw some gay dancers, visited Rae to make her feel better, overall it's been a good day. Although there is something i need to get off my chest. One of my friends and i had a little argument a while ago cuz we were spending to much time together, it was really her more than me,but we worked it out. Something is confusing me though she had told me we needed to spend less time together so she wouldn't get tired of me, but she spends a lot of time with some of her other friends and never gets tired of them so i don't know whats wrong with me. I guess i need to ask her, but I don't want to start anything. I need to though cuz I need to stop wandering about it. Pleaes pray for Rachel cuz she doesn't feel good and it will suck if she misses school cuz that's a lot of make up work. I've been trying to get a job cuz I got a new car and i have to pay for it. I really don't want to go back to school, i hate it and every day I'm there I hate it more. Anyways I'll talk to ya'll later.
P.s Thank you Cassie for saying u love me on your xanga it's nice to have someone say that about me.
I love Cassie Lewis | | |
| Hey guys,
So my first midwinter is over and I really liked it. Matt Chandler was awesome, he's so funny. We definitley had the best leader ever, Amanda!! I love her so much. When I got home I went to sleep at like 3:45 and got up at 9pm so I'm not tired at all anymore. I hope everyone has a safe(Cassie) and fun(not 2 much fun) New Years Eve. Anyways I'm gonna go cause I have nothing else to say so i love u guys and I'll talk to u later | | |
| Hey guys there really is not much going on. It's kinda sad. I might get a job this week I filled out an application at TGIFridays and they are calling me back this week. I really hope I get it cuz they're like the only ones hiring and I really need a job so I can get everyone presents for christmas. The Life of Christ play is over, it was awesome though and I had a lot of fun being a whore. Finals r next week and I know how excited everyone is about that me too. School sucks I hate it I want to go back to Central so bad. I have a choir concert tonight at 730 its going to be really long and I have homework which sucks, but i gotta do it. Life pretty much sucks right now i'm really depressed but i don't really know y. Anyways I got to go so see ya'll later. Love ya
Alana | | |
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